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[punnier]

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[punnier]

[ A quiet 'ah' before they grow curious. ]

What is your goddess like?

[sacredpath]

She is the Nightsinger, the mistress of darkness. We know the world is cold and cruel, but we don't fight against that knowledge. We embrace it, and use it as our strength and our shield.

[punnier]

Some would definitely say that you find strength in knowledge.

[ So for a religion, a belief to embrace it as such.. it's not too surprising. It's interesting actually. ] ...Where I'm from, we follow the Universe with our beliefs. "The Universe leads, and we can only follow."

[sacredpath]

[oh.]

What does that mean? Blind faith? Following signs and portents?

[punnier]

It's - [ Suddenly, they pause, like they had the thought before.. they blink a bit, slowly, expression confused. ]

I.. [ (It was there, and then...) ] ..I don't remember.

[sacredpath]

[ah. okay.]

...That's alright. Do you struggle to remember things?

[punnier]

[ A flinch. ]

..Yeah. Sometimes.

[sacredpath]

It's alright. I'm the same - there are things I only remember in the general, not the specific.

[punnier]

..Really? Has it.. always been that way for you, too?

[sacredpath]

[shaking her head.]

...Well, how would I know. But as far as I'm aware, this is something that happened recently. I had to give up some of my memories to maintain secrecy for my order.

[punnier]

An exchange?

[ Is it better or is it worse knowing you had to? ] For me, it just.. happened one day. No warning.

[sacredpath]

Not an exchange, so much as proof of my devotion. My goddess demands much of her followers.

[...]

Really? None at all? No idea why it happened, even?

[punnier]

And no better way to express devotion than that.

[ It makes sense. Quietly, their fingers idly squeeze their own hand as her questions come. ]

..No. I don't even remember what I was doing the day it happened. Just.. suddenly, everything before that moment was gone. Erased.

[sacredpath]

[oh.]

Well. It was the same for me. Everything before that moment erased. But I know that it's something I chose to happen to me.

[punnier]

[ ..Ah. ]

I see. [ Subconsciously, they tuck into their cloak collar a bit more to hide. ] Whereas I didn't choose it.

[ Similarly, but not exact. ]

[sacredpath]

As far as you know.

[there's really no way to know, probably.]

Still, it's disorienting.

[punnier]

[ A nod. ]

Yeah, it's pretty disorienting. And.. I think a bit worrying for other people. When you can't remember.

[sacredpath]

I don't know that I've ever had people worry about it.

[or maybe more that she doesn't let them worry, she's too good at assuring that it's fine.]

[punnier]

[ A nod, they can understand that.. ]

Helps if it doesn't come up too often.

[sacredpath]

Sure. It's a disadvantage in party games and making small talk, but otherwise, it doesn't really... cause all that many problems.