Uruha chased me down the second I arrived on the other side. ..He told me he never blamed me to begin with. So, we're fine.
[ (uruha has always been that kind) ]
Marc.. I mean, Marcoh, he.. [ A small shake of their head, taking a breath in. ] He's been keeping his distance. And if he wants to keep it that way.. I don't want to force him to interact with me. It's in his right to not forgive me.
[ Because while he doesn't have any stock in Marcoh forgiving Siffrin, he does... At least want Marcoh to receive an apology, especially if it's a heartfelt one which he thinks Siffrin is capable of.
[ Ducks their head a little, listening. Taking a deep breath in, and out. Nods after a moment and fortunately they carry a lot of things on hand, just give them a moment to actually write a letter here. Maybe.. a long moment. They are seriously thinking so hard on this, frowning and then looking like y'know maybe their words suck why can they never say the things that should be said?
(...)
Once they think it's fine, after reading it over and over to make sure it's fine. Small thoughts of (its okay if he doesnt see me as family, he'll always be important) before handing over a neatly folded up letter. Me wholeass expecting Jacopo NOT TO READ THIS. ]
[ Jacopo is find with waiting. He's playing with the necklace that no one has ever asked him about except for like maybe one person, turning the butterfly pendant between his fingers.
It's fine. Jacopo stows the envelope away and he won't read it. They're words between Siffrin and Marcoh. ]
[ Necklace.. I wish I could TALK AND ASK. But Siffrin really is focused on this letter, determined to get it at least somewhat right. So when Jacopo takes it and stows it away they do look a tiny bit relieved. Even if the emotions are full of guilt, grief and worry. ]
Still. [ They will anyway. A small pause. ] ..Has he.. seem okay otherwise?
[ Despite the situation, Siffrin can't help still being concerned about Marcoh. ]
[ It isn't important. I just find it funny how they're roommate and Jacopo has made it so hard for them to be roommates. He'd rather they focus on their letter. ]
... I obviously have no obligation to tell you, but... He is doing better than the weekend. Yes.
[ JACOPO MADE IT SOOO HARD. IT'S FINE. THE ROOM IS HIS NOW, all of Siffrin's stuff is already gone from it, they're true to their word. Only camping under the stars now. ]
I know. [ It's said softly. They understand he doesn't but... there's a quiet sigh of relief. ] ..That's good.
[ Tbf, even if there was no fallout Siffrin was always going to spend the last week this way, it's just canon reason dwbi. ]
..I know. I'm just going to.. spend time, make memories with the people I care about here before whatever happens. I hope you're able to spend the rest of the days here not alone too, Jacopo.
[ thematically, he is a solitary man and he is going to be alone in every way possible at the very end of this. it's the fatamoru way. thank you for thinking of him. ]
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..Being indoors is a bit suffocating, and given where I'm going back to.. I want to spend my last nights camping outside under the stars.
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1/2
It sure is.
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[ (marcoh, uruha and i went camping.)
(...) ]
..I'll be fine from it. Tents are good for keeping you dry.
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... Have you three had any kind of talk?
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[ (uruha has always been that kind) ]
Marc.. I mean, Marcoh, he.. [ A small shake of their head, taking a breath in. ] He's been keeping his distance. And if he wants to keep it that way.. I don't want to force him to interact with me. It's in his right to not forgive me.
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... But you've had a chance to at least apologize. It doesn't even need to be a talk.
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I don't know if he'd let me even try.
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[ Because while he doesn't have any stock in Marcoh forgiving Siffrin, he does... At least want Marcoh to receive an apology, especially if it's a heartfelt one which he thinks Siffrin is capable of.
He understands wanting to atone. ]
I'll deliver it to him.
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Would give Marcoh the option to look at it or simply trash it. Which would be fine. But at least... that way, they at least tried? ]
..You wouldn't mind delivering it?
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[ It would be for Marcoh. So it's fine. He doesn't mind degrading to an errand boy again. ]
... I understand what it's like to want to apologize and feel there's no way you can.
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(...)
Once they think it's fine, after reading it over and over to make sure it's fine. Small thoughts of (its okay if he doesnt see me as family, he'll always be important) before handing over a neatly folded up letter. Me wholeass expecting Jacopo NOT TO READ THIS. ]
..Thank you, Jacopo. Really.
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It's fine. Jacopo stows the envelope away and he won't read it. They're words between Siffrin and Marcoh. ]
You don't need to thank me.
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Still. [ They will anyway. A small pause. ] ..Has he.. seem okay otherwise?
[ Despite the situation, Siffrin can't help still being concerned about Marcoh. ]
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... I obviously have no obligation to tell you, but... He is doing better than the weekend. Yes.
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I know. [ It's said softly. They understand he doesn't but... there's a quiet sigh of relief. ] ..That's good.
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... We don't know what's in store for judgment day, so I would think on what you'd like to do before by then, Siffrin.
[ There's a finality. ]
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..I know. I'm just going to.. spend time, make memories with the people I care about here before whatever happens. I hope you're able to spend the rest of the days here not alone too, Jacopo.
[ People like you, punk. ]
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I'll be using the last days wisely.
[ Maybe. It seems he will be fine, though. ]