[ elysia thinks it's unfathomably sad to not be remembered, to be so rejected that even the universe won't let anyone utter your name. what story surrounds this country that it had to pay such a price? ]
That's not all right. I don't anyone or anything should be forgotten like that. To enforce it on people. Whatever truth is hidden.... I don't know if anything can justify it.
[ Siffrin goes quiet at that, lowering their head a little to hide partly into the collar of their cloak. Though they should move on, thinks the King should move on, it doesn't change they can't follow that advice. They'll always long to know. Their origins, their country, their family, their life before one day waking up to nothing.. ]
..There's a saying I do remember. [ From their beliefs. Their country. ] "The Universe leads, we can only follow."
[ Their gaze peers at the reflection, which shows the span of a night sky, of glittering stars and there's a torn expression at the sight. Do they still love the stars anymore? Both comforted and betrayed by it. ] We are bound to the Universe's will the same way the moon is bound to the planet, the same way the planet is bound to the sun.
[ The same way a puppet is bound to its strings. But.. if the Universe wills it this way, it must be for something, right? (You don't even know what it could be anymore.) ]
she lets that saying roll around in her head. she can understand it, but she doesn't care for it.
elysia loves the stars, even now, and she looks at the reflection, she doesn't hesitate to say: ]
I think the strings of the universe and fate can be changed even if not completely cut. Or maybe it can't be changed, but.... how you get to where it leads can be changed.
Orbits can change, even if it's by a little, after going round and round.... and you've done that.
[ looped again and again and again.... she has no basis for saying this to them since she doesn't know how things are in their world and how powers lie, but... it's something she believes. ]
[ yeah i napped and woke up at 2am, tried to sleep and insomnia was pain so i tagged. :(
Listens to this, contemplative. They don't think the first statement to be true. No matter how much they try to cut, the strings are still there. Unchanging. But... maybe, maybe how you get to where it leads can be. So far though, they don't see it. ]
..I don't know if it's change for the better. [ A smile, that doesn't reach their eye, but easy and convincing to most. Probably not to Elysia who knows better now though. Can tell how fake their smile is.
(..It hurts a little to talk about it. So you do what you do best, and change the subject.)
Their gaze focuses on the stars in the reflection, a distant look that's both a bit longing and loss. ]
Every time I look at the stars, it feels like it's something I've done dozens, hundreds, thousands of times. I've grown up with the stars and the Universe. I don't.. really remember the how, or the why, but it feels like it. [ A quiet breath out. ] Some people think they're just dots but.. They're big balls of fire and gas and light. Most are bigger than the planet, they're just really far. And they're technically there even during the day, people just don't see it.
..But most people don't care about it. [ Said in a way that they've explained this before, and met was disinterest, and they just can't understand that. Can't understand not caring about stars. ]
[ zetsu your sneep i hope you were able to sleep better yesterday.
she lets them change the subject for a little bit, but she can bring it back around. ]
I love the stars. They may be far, far away, but their light will always reach us. Isn't that romantic? I think it is.
And even if they're dead by the time their light reaches us, doesn't that mean they'll still be known... still be seen... still be remembered even after they're gone?
It's possibly romantic to a sense but there's more to it they think than that. But then again, Siffrin isn't like Isabeau, or Mirabelle's interest in the genre at least in fiction when it comes to romance. Fascinated by stars for what they are. Their structures, their being, the constellations they can be made to be when they tie in together.. ]
...I like to think they will be but. Nobody thinks of them where I'm from. Don't really see them as exciting, just dots in the sky. [ And to them, that's hurtful. Coming to face to someone uncaring of stars. So to hear Elysia talk so kindly of them, their chest flutters, with anticipation with something else. ] But I want to remember them, even when they are gone.
[ Even when they do forget, and oh sometimes they do, there's at least that feeling still there. Their hand fiddles with the pins of their cloak, quiet as they think on her words. ]
[ Said quietly, almost offhandedly, if because they don't really believe that. Even if they wish to be that important. To remembered more than anything.
also me realizing i can actually request a mem from you since this is a memshare thread. holds paw out 🥺 in b4 you're like no... i don't have any... ]
the honkai is a threat to elysia's world, to human civilization more specifically. it manifests in monsters, in beasts, in radiation, in illnesses, in natural disasters. it can take over certain humans and create vessels of them and wield unimaginable powers based on a concept they are named for, an authority. that is a herrscher.
it is finally time for elysia to face the herrscher of corruption, and she talks to her first, to understand. it does not mean she will let her live. an enemy remains an enemy to elysia.
[ YIPPEE!!! miss elysia the world that you are....
Though, Siffrin takes it in, as much as they can, these memories are always a reminder how some of the worlds are so different from another, but... as it comes to that conclusion, they blink slowly, before peering at Elysia. ]
..The end, what..?
[ What happened? From the damage that was.. done to her - Doesn't quite get it. Doesn't quite understand. But it leaves them uneasy, worried, their expression twists with concern. ]
..Not a whole lot. [ If at all. ] That kind of.. technology doesn't exist in my world. And I forget about the phones here most of the time because of it.
How about this? We can talk about it like a storybook. Think of... the world I was in like a book. We had to... use some technology and also some magic both to be written into that book. To be recorded into it.
But who I was fighting had the power to mess up the words and the writing in the book and even erase them.
[ she's explaining this like you teach a student history instead of the background to her death. ]
[ Ah, they perk a little at that with a nod. Books they can understand. Easier to wrap their head around, given all the reading they did before, to find answers.. reading from a script..
And the magic doesn't throw them off either. They listen closely, quiet, thinking of her words... ]
[ Well, it is Heaven so.. they all have died some way or another to get here but... to become erased, they think of their own country, they think of the people that were consequently erased there along with it one day.
Siffrin grows quiet, staring to the reflections, and they wonder how Elysia can be so... herself, despite that. Still so warm. ]
..When this is over.. are you going to go back? [ Redemption here to return back home. Or move on to Paradise. The two choices Heaven provides them, as far as they're aware. ]
[ everyone here is dead, and everyone is different levels of accepting about it. ]
Yeah. I have to stop her. If I let her go, she's going to infect the rest of the world, the world outside of that storybook, and I can't let that happen.
I told someone I'd take care of it.
[ and elysia is someone who hates breaking her word. it's one of the few things that actually makes her angry. ]
[ There's hesitation in their movement, their touch featherlight and gentle, as if giving her the option to move it away - but they reach for her hand. A simple brush of their gloved fingertips. ]
It's something you have to do no matter what.
..Is there.. any way to stop her? From erasing you? [ Again, they don't say. How does one actively avoid being erased? The idea of someone like Elysia being erased... (..No. You don't think about it.) ]
[ SHE IS SOOOO CUUUTE siffrin just like oh if that's how she wants to do it that's fine
Despite it, they manage a small smile, a puff of a laugh escaping them. ]
I'm sure you will with your strength alone and backup. [ Their support isn't much.. if they could do more, they would try but. They're a puppet stuck in their own never-ending loop, they aren't useful anywhere. ]
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That's not all right. I don't anyone or anything should be forgotten like that. To enforce it on people. Whatever truth is hidden.... I don't know if anything can justify it.
[ even if the truth is something horrible. ]
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..There's a saying I do remember. [ From their beliefs. Their country. ] "The Universe leads, we can only follow."
[ Their gaze peers at the reflection, which shows the span of a night sky, of glittering stars and there's a torn expression at the sight. Do they still love the stars anymore? Both comforted and betrayed by it. ] We are bound to the Universe's will the same way the moon is bound to the planet, the same way the planet is bound to the sun.
[ The same way a puppet is bound to its strings. But.. if the Universe wills it this way, it must be for something, right? (You don't even know what it could be anymore.) ]
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she lets that saying roll around in her head. she can understand it, but she doesn't care for it.
elysia loves the stars, even now, and she looks at the reflection, she doesn't hesitate to say: ]
I think the strings of the universe and fate can be changed even if not completely cut. Or maybe it can't be changed, but.... how you get to where it leads can be changed.
Orbits can change, even if it's by a little, after going round and round.... and you've done that.
[ looped again and again and again.... she has no basis for saying this to them since she doesn't know how things are in their world and how powers lie, but... it's something she believes. ]
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Listens to this, contemplative. They don't think the first statement to be true. No matter how much they try to cut, the strings are still there. Unchanging. But... maybe, maybe how you get to where it leads can be. So far though, they don't see it. ]
..I don't know if it's change for the better. [ A smile, that doesn't reach their eye, but easy and convincing to most. Probably not to Elysia who knows better now though. Can tell how fake their smile is.
(..It hurts a little to talk about it. So you do what you do best, and change the subject.)
Their gaze focuses on the stars in the reflection, a distant look that's both a bit longing and loss. ]
Every time I look at the stars, it feels like it's something I've done dozens, hundreds, thousands of times. I've grown up with the stars and the Universe. I don't.. really remember the how, or the why, but it feels like it. [ A quiet breath out. ] Some people think they're just dots but.. They're big balls of fire and gas and light. Most are bigger than the planet, they're just really far. And they're technically there even during the day, people just don't see it.
..But most people don't care about it. [ Said in a way that they've explained this before, and met was disinterest, and they just can't understand that. Can't understand not caring about stars. ]
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she lets them change the subject for a little bit, but she can bring it back around. ]
I love the stars. They may be far, far away, but their light will always reach us. Isn't that romantic? I think it is.
And even if they're dead by the time their light reaches us, doesn't that mean they'll still be known... still be seen... still be remembered even after they're gone?
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It's possibly romantic to a sense but there's more to it they think than that. But then again, Siffrin isn't like Isabeau, or Mirabelle's interest in the genre at least in fiction when it comes to romance. Fascinated by stars for what they are. Their structures, their being, the constellations they can be made to be when they tie in together.. ]
...I like to think they will be but. Nobody thinks of them where I'm from. Don't really see them as exciting, just dots in the sky. [ And to them, that's hurtful. Coming to face to someone uncaring of stars. So to hear Elysia talk so kindly of them, their chest flutters, with anticipation with something else. ] But I want to remember them, even when they are gone.
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I'm sure they'll thank you for that, too.
[ in the way no one has noticed their timeloops at home and how much that might burn the light out of them or make the light within them fade. ]
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[ Even when they do forget, and oh sometimes they do, there's at least that feeling still there. Their hand fiddles with the pins of their cloak, quiet as they think on her words. ]
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[ someone from their journey is already in love with siffrin, and that's how she knows. ]
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[ Said quietly, almost offhandedly, if because they don't really believe that. Even if they wish to be that important. To remembered more than anything.
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wow, look at the mirrors.
it is finally time for elysia to face the herrscher of corruption, and she talks to her first, to understand. it does not mean she will let her live. an enemy remains an enemy to elysia.
this is a story with(out) any significance. (2:05:24 to 2:12:14 when it says delete completed if my end time on the html address doesn't work )
yippee ]
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Though, Siffrin takes it in, as much as they can, these memories are always a reminder how some of the worlds are so different from another, but... as it comes to that conclusion, they blink slowly, before peering at Elysia. ]
..The end, what..?
[ What happened? From the damage that was.. done to her - Doesn't quite get it. Doesn't quite understand. But it leaves them uneasy, worried, their expression twists with concern. ]
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[ they can start there. but at least, elysia doesn't seem too fazed to see her deletion looping on the mirrors. ]
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..Not a whole lot. [ If at all. ] That kind of.. technology doesn't exist in my world. And I forget about the phones here most of the time because of it.
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How about this? We can talk about it like a storybook. Think of... the world I was in like a book. We had to... use some technology and also some magic both to be written into that book. To be recorded into it.
But who I was fighting had the power to mess up the words and the writing in the book and even erase them.
[ she's explaining this like you teach a student history instead of the background to her death. ]
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And the magic doesn't throw them off either. They listen closely, quiet, thinking of her words... ]
So you.. were erased?
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[ the way she is honestly fine talking about her death objectively. ]
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Siffrin grows quiet, staring to the reflections, and they wonder how Elysia can be so... herself, despite that. Still so warm. ]
..When this is over.. are you going to go back? [ Redemption here to return back home. Or move on to Paradise. The two choices Heaven provides them, as far as they're aware. ]
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Yeah. I have to stop her. If I let her go, she's going to infect the rest of the world, the world outside of that storybook, and I can't let that happen.
I told someone I'd take care of it.
[ and elysia is someone who hates breaking her word. it's one of the few things that actually makes her angry. ]
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It's something you have to do no matter what.
..Is there.. any way to stop her? From erasing you? [ Again, they don't say. How does one actively avoid being erased? The idea of someone like Elysia being erased... (..No. You don't think about it.) ]
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Of course. I have to beat her first.
[ she winks and exudes confidence. she's sure she can win. ]
I'm planning to get backup when I return.
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Still, they look briefly back, before to her with a small smile. Beat her up, huh. Not kill? ]
Backup would be good. [ Safer. Should assure it doesn't entirely repeat, right? ] Then, when the time comes.. I'll be sure to root for you.
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This girl as a sweet as a flower will surely win with your support.
[ she flashes a peace sign. ]
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Despite it, they manage a small smile, a puff of a laugh escaping them. ]
I'm sure you will with your strength alone and backup. [ Their support isn't much.. if they could do more, they would try but. They're a puppet stuck in their own never-ending loop, they aren't useful anywhere. ]
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[ she may be dead now, but her abilities are nothing to laugh at.
any support from her friends are boon to her. ]
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