[ Yves really is so kind. Spoiling Siffrin in ways they could not explain in words, if because it's way too embarrassing to. And.. don't really need to. They ignore the temptation to curl more into that hand. ]

Aah.. that's true. The idea of it all is still trying to settle in my head. And you already know what you're going to do, right?

[ What Yves plans to do at the end? Where he may go? Still, there's that telltale guilt. Having pulled him away.. ]

I'm sorry. [ Habitual, the need to apologize, to not push away, slip into what they're used to. Have to keep up. ] I'll be okay. ..But.. I won't turn you away.

[ Because they're selfish and feel like time is even more limited than ever. ]