[ he smiles, raising a brow ] I want to. I'll just let Laurence know that I'll be out so he doesn't worry. But I got sleeping bags over the week, so we can use those so it won't be too cold?

[ he'll sit down in his chair and then place the beer in the third seat for siff to take ]

If people are going to ask me when I'll stop missing my best friend, the answer is never. [ it's really that simple for him ] But... I did get the answer I was looking for. I just wish it didn't come at the cost of even more heartache for someone I care about.