★ ( YOJI URUHA. )

[punnier]

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[punnier]

[ The look of 'well, yes, but still.........' ]

[kumeyuri]

I don't do things I think I'll regret. Remember that.

[punnier]

[ A small breath in. ]

..I'll try to.

[ Remembering is.. something they can't really promise to. Promises like that always find a way of breaking. ]

[kumeyuri]

[...]

I can't help you with Marcoh, when we return. [it's not really his place to meddle with that.] But I still consider you my friend. All right?

[punnier]

[ There's an immediate shake of their head. ]

You don't need to. I've.. [ (already accepted it) ] ...

[ Okay, well, today has been a really long day and they're so tired and exhausted but to hear that Uruha still considers them his friend... yeah, they're tearing up. don't cry don't cry don't cry ]

..Okay.

[kumeyuri]

[oh, siffrin. uruha just squeezes their hands in reassurance.]

[punnier]

I'm - okay. I'm okay, really.

[ Ignores the shake in their own voice. ]

...I'm.. sorry, Uruha. I really am. I wish I could.. offer you any kind of answers. For what I did. [ (still dont remember, full of burning anger, was i hopelessly trying to save someone that could no longer be saved? dont know, i dont know. no excuse for a monster) ]

[kumeyuri]

[You're not a monster, Siffrin.]

... You weren't in your right mind. I understand that there's no real answer, any more than the others could give one.

[punnier]

..But you deserve one.

[ And they're so.. frustrated that they can't. ]

[kumeyuri]

... Things aren't always about we deserve. It's okay. I'll move on from this, and I hope that one day, even if not now, you're able to as well.