You do realize multiple people have been sparring after trial for weeks, right...
[THIS IS NOT A NEW THING (OR THE FIRST TIME HE'S SHOWN UP BANDAGED DURING THE WEEK AFTER SPARRING) SO IF ANYTHING IT'S ACTUALLY WEIRD YOU ALL JUMPED ON HIM FOR IT.]
The final days of the week are really stressful so people'll at least needlessly worry. [ Said airy with tease though. He isn't lecturing, but the worry will always come. Just dubs their phone going off with chipper stuff and looks to it. ]
I can't really tell if these messages are meant to taunt or tell us something.
[ me like huh jan is taking a bit to reply thats weird >shit happens i understand now ]
Mm. [ (...) ] ..Uru. About what happened yesterday. What do you think?
[ The one thing that stands out is of course the mid-trial. It hasn't happened yet in the trials before as far as they can remember and obviously a shock on a lot of people but. The vibes are mostly quiet, a small curious to know what Uruha's own thoughts are on it. ]
I don't know about the exact manner he did it in, such as the timing and the like... but in the end, it's as we were discussing before—what has to be done, has to be done.
[ For a moment, there's only silence, keeping their gaze fixed above. ]
I do agree it has to be done. [ That much is true. And they'll stand by it - until it's maybe someone they're afraid to lose standing there but. ] I just.. wish it wasn't him. I understand why he did it. I'm sure he.. didn't want it to be on anyone else's hands, so he took it upon himself.
[ And that's why there's the feeling of quiet sorrow there for Yves. ] But in that way, I'm sure he's hurting more because of it.
... Mm. He's a kind person. [yeah, it's obvious yves is hurting, and thus uruha hurts for him as well.] In that regard, it probably shouldn't have been him.
There's probably a few of us that would have been able to in place of him.
[ Though, something seems to come to mind, their hollow emotions fester a bit. ]
Still... I think if I ended up breaking.. I wouldn't want anyone to burden themselves with it. [ Because realistically ] I'd rather just kill myself first.
[ It's said almost too easily. But with how some of them tried to hide the truth than admit it... ] It probably isn't that easy.
uruha doesn't look too alarmed at what siffrin says, even if the sorrow and concern for them still come through. understanding too, because he gets it—likely feels the same way, to be honest.]
Probably. Akihiko-kun seemed relieved when he was outed, and yet he hadn't said anything before then.
[ This isn't something Siffrin could just openly admit like that to anyone. But Uruha, who has seen a bit of what their memories have come up as, and would likely understand their reason for saying so.. even though the more sorrowful of emotions do have something like guilt festering.
But it's fine. Focuses instead on that understanding. ]
..If they tried to tell us more about it, I'm sure it'll only get censored. [ It'd been good to know what to look out for. ]
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Letting out frustrations?
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[it's not like this is the first time he's sparred after trial.]
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Earlier? [ THE CONCERN AND WORRY HE GOT FOR IT. ]
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[THIS IS NOT A NEW THING (OR THE FIRST TIME HE'S SHOWN UP BANDAGED DURING THE WEEK AFTER SPARRING) SO IF ANYTHING IT'S ACTUALLY WEIRD YOU ALL JUMPED ON HIM FOR IT.]
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I think more people were worried because it was not long after your cold AND excursion.
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I'm not reckless. Unlike some people, I'm not going to needlessly push myself further than my limits.
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The final days of the week are really stressful so people'll at least needlessly worry. [ Said airy with tease though. He isn't lecturing, but the worry will always come. Just dubs their phone going off with chipper stuff and looks to it. ]
I can't really tell if these messages are meant to taunt or tell us something.
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Both, maybe.
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>shit happens
i understand now ]
Mm. [ (...) ] ..Uru. About what happened yesterday. What do you think?
[ The one thing that stands out is of course the mid-trial. It hasn't happened yet in the trials before as far as they can remember and obviously a shock on a lot of people but. The vibes are mostly quiet, a small curious to know what Uruha's own thoughts are on it. ]
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I don't know about the exact manner he did it in, such as the timing and the like... but in the end, it's as we were discussing before—what has to be done, has to be done.
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I do agree it has to be done. [ That much is true. And they'll stand by it - until it's maybe someone they're afraid to lose standing there but. ] I just.. wish it wasn't him. I understand why he did it. I'm sure he.. didn't want it to be on anyone else's hands, so he took it upon himself.
[ And that's why there's the feeling of quiet sorrow there for Yves. ] But in that way, I'm sure he's hurting more because of it.
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cw: suicide mention
[ Though, something seems to come to mind, their hollow emotions fester a bit. ]
Still... I think if I ended up breaking.. I wouldn't want anyone to burden themselves with it. [ Because realistically ] I'd rather just kill myself first.
[ It's said almost too easily. But with how some of them tried to hide the truth than admit it... ] It probably isn't that easy.
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uruha doesn't look too alarmed at what siffrin says, even if the sorrow and concern for them still come through. understanding too, because he gets it—likely feels the same way, to be honest.]
Probably. Akihiko-kun seemed relieved when he was outed, and yet he hadn't said anything before then.
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But it's fine. Focuses instead on that understanding. ]
..If they tried to tell us more about it, I'm sure it'll only get censored. [ It'd been good to know what to look out for. ]
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